Confidence is sexy
There is another result of this journey:
I started to lose weight.
By keeping my brain busy all the time, I almost completely stopped binge eating.
I also don’t feel ashamed to move anymore.
I move while I’m working, throwing a ball against the wall. I dance in front of the mirror while I’m thinking.
Oh yeah, the mirror.
I love it.
I don’t think many women would say this, but I discovered how pretty my face actually is.
I don’t even understand why I hated it for so long.
It’s pretty when I smile, when I’m serious, when I laugh, when I blink...
I never thought I would ever write something like this.
Also, I think I should try some crazy hair colors that I was always afraid of.
Something colorful, like light blue, purple, green... or a combination of them.
Maybe I should get a few more piercings again... I’m still unsure about that one.
But the hair...
I think something colorful would look amazing on me.
I think this is how the outside world starts to catch up with the person I am becoming.
Confidence is actually sexy.