The Rabbit Hole Has Wi-Fi

Falling in love with the process

I am enjoying this weird new journey I am on. I know exactly where my destination is because whenever I tried to choose another path leading in a different direction, the universe slapped me in the face in ways that weren't exactly pleasant.

The less I resist, the sooner I get through it.

I'm not saying it isn't annoying, but now I am learning how to enjoy the show when I already know I'll eventually reach my destination.

Honestly, when you go on vacation, you can either complain about how long the journey is or enjoy the view.

The less I try to force things to happen the way I want them to:

Does it make sense?

I am manifesting a really big life and a really big dream with a lot of interconnected pieces, and some things don't happen in the order I would prefer, buuut... they happen anyway. And in the meantime, I am having fun.

And learning a lot.

I have opened my mind to many new things that are making my life better and easier.

The Sun never apologizes for shining.

The Sun doesn't need a reason to be happy.

By leaving 773, I learned to put down the baggage that was never meant to be mine. I should have never led an alliance because I never wanted to—I took that role because someone had to.

And it was me.

Like it is always me.

And now I could finally put it down.

And I learned not to pick up baggage that isn't mine ever again.

Now I am wild and free. I am learning to become that free spirit again.

And I am learning that this free spirit brightens other people's lives. That my presence changes the space I am in.

Not everyone can hold that light.

But it was never about me.

Rejection was never about me. It was about the darkness in others that they weren't ready to leave behind yet.

So now I am just shining.

And enjoying the ride.

And I am going to learn leadership all over again, but in a very different way.

Not because it was dumped on me and I had to carry it, but by teaching through the process.

A new opportunity to learn about myself, improve my skills, discover which parts of leadership truly excite me, and find out how I can shine in it.

It's going to be fun.

865, be ready—here I come!