Getting aligned with myself again
This blog is my rubber duck.
Not gonna lie, I love it.
It gives me freedom.
I have been living in the cage of my own mind for so long, and this blog has set me free.
It gave me an "I don't give a cheesecake anymore" attitude about whether people see what's going on inside my mind or not.
I needed that so badly.
Freedom.
It is part of becoming aligned with myself again.
Sharing myself again.
Showing who I really am.
What lives inside this deeeep rabbit hole.
Honestly, it smells like freedom.
Like a new beginning.
A new chance to live my life to the fullest.
It gives me courage.
It gives me peace.
I don't want to live behind the mask of the Queen of Swords anymore.
I don't want people to see only my analytical mind and my wisdom.
Not that those aren't parts of me—they are, and I am extremely proud of them.
And I am not only the Sun, bringing joy, warmth, and happiness.
I am also the Star, full of hope and idealism. The one who sometimes becomes wonderfully illogical simply because she believes so deeply. Because she hopes. The one who knows that not everything has to make sense. Life itself doesn't make sense—it is simply beautiful. Love doesn't make sense either. And it doesn't have to.
And I am also the Magician.
The creator.
The one who makes the impossible possible.
And I am the Hanged Man—the one who willingly turns everything upside down, who isn't afraid to see the world from a completely different perspective, even if it means letting go of everything she once believed to be true.
And I am the Knight of Wands—full of life, spontaneity, passion, and courage.
And I am also the High Priestess—intuitive, listening to and trusting her inner voice, even when it makes no sense to anyone else.
And I am the Fool.
The Fool who will always answer the call of new beginnings.
Who takes the leap of faith even when it makes no sense to anyone else.
Who believes that every new beginning starts with a single step, even if no one knows where that step will lead.
Who understands that certainty only comes after taking the first step.
Before that, there is only hope.
And faith.
These are all me.