How...
Now that I've finally kind of figured out what I want, what my deepest desires are, the last remaining question is:
HOW?
Well, honestly, at the moment, I don't really know.
All I know is that I'm not willing to live this life anymore because it drains me.
I was always meant to be someone wild, free, and creative.
Not someone with an 8-to-4 job and an ordinary life.
But the first step is always knowing what I really want and facing it.
Next comes planning, and also trusting that the universe will give me the right opportunities at the right time. I just need to be prepared for them and grab them when they come. Be ready to take the leap of faith.
So right now, I'm just planning and taking the next steps—the only ones I can see in front of me—and not thinking too far ahead.
Stressing too much about something I can't control won't help. It will only hold me back anyway.