I did it
I did it.
I fuckin’ did it.
On the 28th of July, I decided that I would apply to that playwriting competition. The deadline is the 2nd of October.
And on the 17th of August, I fuckin’ finished the first draft.
In 20 days, I read books about playwriting and finished the first draft of my own play.
And not only that.
In those 20 days, I destroyed the walls around my heart. I cracked open my chest to show the world my demons.
I took back the wheel of my life. I became the Chariot, using my own fears, demons, and craziness to get wherever the fuck I want to go.
I grew with my character. Together, we became the Queen of Wands: passionate, smart, charismatic, fun. Aaand a hard pill to swallow.
This play is the manifestation of my desire for freedom, and at this point, there is no turning back.
I have changed entirely and forever, and I will never, ever let anyone make me feel like I am less than I am.
Yes, I am my demons:
vain as fuck harsh sometimes too honest and too direct impulsive I step all over status quos I probably shouldn’t
But at the same time:
I am smart as fuck passionate loving curious brave
With an endless drive to create.
And I am not afraid to show it anymore.