My Little Games
There is still one really good—and actually fun—thing about being so deeply misunderstood:
People underestimate me.
They see a fun, bright, creative, and slightly crazy personality who is kind of smart.
But what they don’t see:
- pattern recognition
- how well I can work with very little direct information
- how much I actually know that they don’t want to share or tell me
- how much they tell me without actually telling me
- how broad my knowledge really is
- how much I know but never reveal
- how I notice every single change
- how I see the insecurities behind the masks
- how well I can use that information
- and finally, how much I love playing mind games
Making people believe they are in control while I keep all my cards hidden, so they don’t even know I have them.
I never use it with bad intentions, even though I could have many times.
But if I need to, I’m not afraid to use it.
I am far more intentional than people actually realize.