New Journey Again
Okay, I think I have a screw loose, but I am really going to start over in this stupid game, Call of Dragons, with some friends and try to build something.
I mean... It is gonna be fun, but I am sure it is not a good idea.
But I am curious what I am capable of when no one is fucking me over because I am starting with people who actually stand by my side.
What I am capable of when I don't have to fight against ghosts while constantly being on the edge of collapse.
Also, it seems like I got a co-R5 who I can work with the way I need to.
I just need a decent R4 team, but this is something I may actually be able to achieve.
It is a great experiment to see who I am when no one holds me back and when I am not afraid anymore.
When I don't have to listen to bullshit anymore.
When I build something from scratch with my own rules, my own expectations.
When I lead the way I am, not the way I was expected to.
When I don't give a fuck anymore about who is jealous and who isn't.
It is going to be a fun adventure.
Also, it is time to finally get this playwriting rolling. Again, I spent too much time in my head thinking about bs...
Okay, not bs, because I had to face these things, but it is honestly annoying that I can't get this thing done.
But actually, I made progress with other things.
Like listening to a podcast about game development in English, and another one about moving.
And I started organizing my official papers.
Also, on Friday, I am getting one or two new tattoos.
I can't wait.