Surf that tide
Finally, after years of stillness, the life around me has started to move.
A slow shift, but I can feel the changes in every single part of my life.
The moment I found my inner happiness, my inner truth, the space around me started to change much faster than I expected.
And I learned that instead of trying to run away from my destiny, I can surf it like a huge tide—and actually have fun, grow, and learn.
I rediscovered my endless curiosity and my desire to learn.
So, my realization yesterday was that the life I am manifesting, the life I want to live, comes with certain leadership roles. Leading a community. Being a scholar.
Sooo, instead of trying to run from it in this game, why not take my chance in 865 and make it my playground for experimenting, learning, and growing while having fun?
Because it seems like I found a great mentor at the beginning of this journey in the High King of 865. An opportunity I can take that may never come back if I don't embrace it.
Sooo, instead of running or resisting, why not surf the tide, enjoy the smell of the ocean, the breeze in my hair, and learn to trust my ability to lead my life in the direction I want it to go?
Because what I have learned is this: force is not how things work.
Or… well, that's not entirely true.
The reason my healing journey was so fast and my new beginning could start so quickly is because I forced the answers out of myself even when I wasn't ready.
But destroying is always faster than building.
When you build, you have to wait for the cement and the glue to dry.
You can support the process, but you cannot force it.
The more you force it, the more unstable the foundation becomes.
So this shift in my perspective, in the way I look at this new journey, made everything easier.
I am manifesting something truly great. Something big that will also be difficult to carry.
I want to lead in real life, so I was given the opportunity to learn leadership in a place where I cannot cause real harm and where I can simply have fun.
I want an orange farm in Italy—I received a Duolingo subscription for my birthday from a very good friend of mine.
I want to organize my thoughts—I got this blog and my mind map.
I wanted to become a better, more healed version of myself—I found my mirror, one that reflected both the amazing parts of me and the flaws I still need to work on.
You can choose to see life as things not happening in the order or at the pace you wanted.
Or you can choose to see what the universe is trying to give you, what it is trying to prepare you for.
And take it.
Because this way you may reach your destination sooner.
And you might even enjoy the view along the way.