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The Beast Within

Most people know the sweet side of me. The fun, kind, helpful, sensitive, understanding person. The creator who is meant to build.

But I have another side too. The beast inside me that was meant to destroy.

And by destroying I don’t mean destroying people or causing harm to anyone.

But the destroyer that needs to come before building something new.

It is meant to destroy bullshit, illusions, false hatred, insecurities. The things people don’t want to face.

Because of my sweet and caring personality, people usually underestimate this side of me and my inner strength.

And to be honest, for a really long time I underestimated it too. I underestimated how powerful it can be. Especially if I use it intentionally and strategically.

And how untouchable it is.

No one can hurt this beast, no matter how hard they try.

It is interesting how this side of me unfolded on this journey, how I found the inner strength that was always meant to protect my sweet and creative side.

And by destroying the bullshit, it makes space for the side that was always meant to build.